gimmestrength2008

Well, its official, i am a dork. Went out to eat w/ my aunt and bro on Sat, was walking fast late as ussuall, and BAMM,DOWN I WENT, AGAIN ON THE CONCRETE. don't know what is wrong with...

So i hope i can read this. I got my xanex back last night. Couldnt take the ativan, so today i was able to be productive today. i took my aunt to her doc appt. took most of the day but its so nice...

Ya, this is a good color for today. have to go to doc today and tell her the new meds are not working, will prob ask to be put back on my xanex, cause the ativan same streght is NOT WORKING. i feel...

Well, im back on here for a while. my computer got a virus, then its so old and slow it is very old, so everything takes FOREVER but i still love my shinny box. I just went to the doc and they or i...

Well i am just now getting back on here, dont have HDMI cappability, bummer, really old monitor, had to hook up my little ipod speaker's to get sound. BUT IT'ALL MINE!!!!!!!!!!! Now that its in...

WWELL, this is the color of my mood today. finnally got my computer out of son's room, so i will be on here LOT'S MORE. Going to try and interact more on this site now. go to my groups and...

Robin would have looked great in this color. Another night w/ the riots and the teargas and its all so fucked up. I AM VERY SAD TODAY. that's about all i can say right now. This town is a powder keg...

This seems like a real sad color to me, so gray and all. I am so very sad and upset about everything going on in Ferguson. From what my son says, he gets live feed's, Well, lets just say it's NOT...

Well, haven't done an entry sense this sun. Been down the NEVER ENDING  net flix rabbit, and i started w/  YouTube. ahhh i am totally addicted to my computer. i'm not eating or sleeping, or...

ok, so realy did absolutely nothin today. sat on my ass and watched the breaking bad, still was, so tured. took my sleep med's so i hope they kick in soon. i need to sleep. tis yery late here. i...

Ok, here we go. havnt wrote in here sense monday, had to clean this pig sty for one of our FAMOUS INSPECTIONS!!!! I HATE THEM...... ok so i do what has to be done. Son helped a little. then it was...

Ya this is the color of BLUE that i feel in my head today. Keep thinking its going to get better tomorrow, but it doesn't. am at an all time low right now. have been on the couch all day. Only...

 well, i may feel little better today, well right, took extra meds, had to. Going to come up short on the anxiety meds, NOT GOOD. Its just been not good lately, and im so nervous all these...

Well another pretty color. well here we go, besides the debilitating poverty, i am a little better today. i feel very melincaly lately. so im going to start putting up old pics on f book, have no...

Well, this is the reddest i could find. Thats how i felt wen went out today. Of course i didint get up early and go like i said i was last night, snicker snicker, i don't know who i think i...