At sis place for bbq bro n law b.day. Sun Oct 19, 2014

well, I finally had to call 911i was sooo sick AGAIN. don't know what is doing w the color fo the text, not cooperating, anyways, thought i was having a heart attack it was the WORST case ever. i wake in middle of night and HAVE TO INDUCE vomit, sorry but its been happening for a while now. so off i go to the er, worst place i didn't want to go but was so afraid, thought it was my gallbladder, so anyway, heart and gallbladder are fine and its just that i don't eat right, i have a weird eating almost well i guess it really is a disorder, they call it twilight  eating. its wene you eat hardly nothin n the day and eat your big meal at night, then go to sleep. ive been doing this for a lot of yrs, with my old jobs and being too busy, not now, but i have to change my whole way of eating and its really scarry, ive been like this for a long time. just started happening  this year wene i get soooo sick. i also do not digest my food right, very slow so i have to go see my doc/ phyciatrist and try to start this prosses, and im so afraid, ive been like this for  a VERY LONG TIME. ok, there is company here so im getting off. will get back on later tonight.......