Getting back on here finnally Fri Dec 12,2014 8.30ish

Well, i finnally got my computer back together, got a virus, figures. so I'M BACK. I am going to try and start journaling every night. I know it will be hard, I am soo much better. had to go to er because i was getting so sick ALOT. Thoughth i was having a heart attack, no it was the stomack thing again. so i had to not drink w/ straws and eat tiny tiny meals all through the day, which is so foreign to me. I am used to not eating much and then i would gourge at night and go to sleep. Even had a Colonaskapy/ endoscapy on Dec 2. Everything was fine. i take 2 ranitadine's a day and i havnt been sick sence i went to er. i do eat very bland, and not much, anymore. So physicly i am doing better, mentally, not so much, working hard, hopeing to get back on here and get w/ my bud's every day. i have so much to write but getting a cramp, so will do another one later. I have let myself and my appt go and am so week, have to start back exsercising. i feel like a slug, and my place is a pig stye. Have the Net flix now and I LOVE IT. I'M SOOO HOOKED ON IT. OK more later. SO GLAD TO BE BACK xo