Hoping tonight will be better, no sick Mon Feb 24, 2015 1 a.m.

Well, im sittin on this bar stool, talkin like a damm fool
I got the 12 o clock news blues........... Ive givin up hope for an afternoon smoke, and a bottle of cold brew...

Hello, I am up and journaling now. i am hoping if i sit up for a while, i may not get sick. I AM HOPING SO BADLY THAT I CAN SLEEP. i ate OK, not great, not enough i am sure, took my medicine, so i will just have to wait and see. my back hurts, im so tired, and im almost out of cigs, that's BIG. found out i only have 2.00 in the bank AHHHH i don't know how i will get cigs and i am freaking out about that for sure. im going to prob just sleep, if i can. slept all day today. have my old e cig but it doesnt work hardly at all and its really out of stuff, but im puffin on it anyway. I HATE THIS, IM SO MAD AND IN A SHIT MOOD. Oh well, there is my bitch for now. Hopefully i wont be on here till tomorrow afternoon, not 5 a.m. cause im sick. OK later........
P.S. The song is Too much time on my hands by Styx. boy that's my song for sure.....