Left appt today for the doctor Thurs Feb 12,2015 3ish p.m

I dont know, never mind, now i can see it. OK got up supper early to go to the doc, it went fine. The new stomach med is doing me so good. I wish i had an appetite like EVER. My social worker took me today yay. I feel pretty good today. It's always nice to get out of here, once im out, that takes forever, i feel great. When ya can't work because of a disability it gets hard. i feel allot like i have no reason to even get up at a decent time and i stay up all night, well at least 2 or 3 a.m. cause what do i have to do? Clean, Yes, do i even want to, no. there is always tomorrow. And i have the computer and Netflix, etc..I am worried that i have a weird eating disorder. I have never had to force feed myself, EVER. It was always the other way around, couldn't get enough. Still on the waiting list for my counseling cause i missed so many appt's i had to start over. My plates expire at end of month and i have NO MONEY to get them. Finally told my boyfriend but he said nothing, He usually helps me but i usually have a little money, not this yr. so i may have to hide my car after the 1st. The police are white on rice here and they will pull you over or tow your car away. So worried, but i just turn up the music, my therapy and try to play austrage  head in sand. OH well what ya ganna do. Poor people just don't matter at all, especially if you are a little older, just want you to GO AWAY This is just my opinion. but it makes sense.OK  getting worried again so (Head is going back in the sand) But i had a really good few days and that's so great. OK enough already    THE END