gimmestrength2008

well i saw the home nurse today, tolds her about my anxiaty about running out of hydrocodein. she ssays the doc prob WONT  perscribe me anymoore. so im very worried. im in pain still exxpecially my...

well another terrible night. slept at leaste 8 or 9 hrs. but i feel as ussuall like i got no sleep. its sooo hard to be comfortable, i wake up sooo many times in night, have to move. these pain pills...

well another terrible night. slept at leaste 8 or 9 hrs. but i feel as ussuall like i got no sleep. its sooo hard to be comfortable, i wake up sooo many times in night, have to move. these pain pills...

well, today wasnt too bad. got up late again as ussuall. i never want to go to sleep like now cause im up and i feel my best at night. dont waqnt to sleep the whole day away and end up like i allways...

well im much better than wene i woke up today. i was very deppressed, almost drying. i was so deppressed. there was a miss comunication that started a big thing w/ me n my sis. i just gave in because...

well, i went to wee the sergon. he says im doing about normal. will see me in ONE MONTH that means i cant put weight on my bad leh. so i will be here for at leaste.that long. im so sure they will...

well i finnaly got ahold of youngest son. he had answer machine so cloged up by not ever deleating anything. so of course i was concerned when couldnt get ahold of him. talked to oldest son today and...

well here i am. itws about 11 p.m. sis and bro in law msleeping. son called me a t 5 a.m. and of course he is sick . he had to go to the ER, of course his mouth is of corse swollen AGAIN. HE HAD To...

well, im just writing  a very little amount, need to go to bed. nurse coming in morning. butt still hurts untill i get enough pain meds in me. i hurt bad in the morning. have to wake up in middle of...

well  i did loose weight, but my butt is hugh now. cant do any of those kinds of exersises yet. have to stop eating candy chocolate i shoud say, thats how i got this fat to begin with. bro n law an...

well  i did loose weight, but my butt is hugh now. cant do any of those kinds of exersises yet. have to stop eating candy chocolate i shoud say, thats how i got this fat to begin with. bro n law an...

ok, im on here fo9r just a few j. is loosing power  on his lap top. so i have to get off riht now. ok, up late butt still jurts. need to take pain meds over night. it hurts soooo bad when i get up i...

well here i am its about 9.45 p,m, on saturday night. sos had to have her son moove to the man cave so i could get on here for a while. ya i come and take over his old room hat he hates, now im...

well, had pretty good day. butt still hurst like a mug. watched the new show w/ sara michell geller? it was good i thought. i like her and i love the OLD version of buffy the vampire slayer. love it....

well i let the pain pills were off. big mistake. my behind hurts pretty bad now. just took 2 moore. slept too long and they wore off. b.f. and son came out to see me today. brught my dvd,s. and lots...