gimmestrength2008

i found this new group i never saw fefore. its called a safe place to fall.  awsome name. its for everyone whohas ever been abused  anyway, not just pyhsical, but mental and emational abuse...

well, its been about 2 weeks now. still very sick. dic called me in ammoxicilin, its so very strong and makes me very sick. supposed to go \get car fixed at 8.30 a.m. tomorow and i dnt know if i can...

well. i looked dodwn and there it is. my cars drivers window in car will not go back up for nothing. had to get son to help me take trash bags to it in hopes ofitr not raining inthe car. cant tell,...

well. i looked dodwn and there it is. my cars drivers window in car will not go back up for nothing. had to get son to help me take trash bags to it in hopes ofitr not raining inthe car. cant tell,...

well. i looked dodwn and there it is. my cars drivers window in car will not go back up for nothing. had to get son to help me take trash bags to it in hopes ofitr not raining inthe car. cant tell,...

i dont know wht lately asspecially have been waking up in mornig or whenever, and i have such a heavy heart, dont know how im holding it up. im so sad and melincally, i feel so old. i wish i would...

well, its still the same day. just now took my night time meds, so im going to go make me some outmeal. my feet hurt so bad and ar sooo swollen, tooo much jusnk i been eating. listening to the radio,...

well, im back up now. slept for about 3 hrs. my feet and hands are so swollen from bad food. going to eat oatmeal tonight. coffee maker just made me a whole pot of coffee. i dont know why things dont...

ok, im back again. forgot i was still on here. sis called and i went to my own little world. glad i checked. dont want to leave tis thing on ever. ok, took my xanex,s. waiting for them to kick in so...

well, its saturday morning. lost my voice hasnt came back yet. didnt feel up to giong out last night, so i ordered a med pizza and ate the whole thing. i even ate it while laying down watching tv....

ok, well my voice is gone. it got a little better for a while. but now not. feel so bad, i didnt feel up to going out, so i ordered a med pizza. i cant beleive i did that. i cant afford pizza. im...

well, here i am. its the day after thanksgiving. had awsome day yesterday,. so of course things would go to shit. got to see my oldest son for a while yesterday, no wife, she never comes and sees his...

wel, its about 2 a.m. b.f. just left. we all had thanks giving at aunts new place. ist so beautiful over there. its very bitter sweet w/out her hubby and mom. this is going to be the first yr w/ out...

well, im writing this on acually sunday cause its after midnight. b.f. came out we went to stores. he was early as ussuall. i hate that. i was in such a hurry and so confused, i lost my glasses. now...

well, her it is sunday night. havnt done much today. slept of course. have to fast tonight. supposed to be 12 hrs. cant go that long. will go up to 11 p.m. just got back up. will have to get clothes...