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- Been fighting depression for longer than I care to remember. Take meds, seen counselors, have done hypnosis, and have tried just about everything I can. Things got really bad when I went through an unexpected ugly divorce when my ex cheated on my...
- I'm not new here. This site was my lifeline when I was going through my divorce 4 years ago. I was devastated by the divorce. It was messy and ugly and very hurtful. It took me years to "get over" it. My ex left me when I was 3 months pregnant...
- She's 14. She lives every other week with me and every other week with her dad and his girlfriend. When she is with me she does nothing but complain: the house is to messy, the baby is always making a mess, the house is too small, we need new...
- I haven't been on DS in a long, long time but lately I've been feeling like I need to and what a wonderful surprise to see the familiar names and words of support still being offered. Sld1, Nightengayle, MsTerey, sfsoccermom, Tea4, CowgirlKathy and...
- The pattern is... something comes up or happens to shove in my face my divorce, his girlfriend, my crappy situation, whatever. I grieve, cry, go through depression and over days sometimes weeks I gradually build myself back up to where I'm not...
- I have never posted on the depression site before but I am in dire need. I am so depressed and so down I am barely functioning. I just got divorced after my husband of 17 years started an emotional affair with one of my friends. I was 3 months...
- I just wanted to share something my shrink said to me. I kept telling him about all the rotten things he had been doing and my shrink said that divorce brings out the ugly in people. He said he has seen it over and over again but the nicest person...
- I don't know how I am feeling right now. Can't really put it into words... sadness, anger, anxiety, depression! I feel shaky and out of sorts. The thing is, my kids are coming to me today for my week with them. We usually switch on Sundays but...
- After everything that has come to pass, I'm finding myself either just wanting to give in to life and give up the fight, or become just like the selfish jerks who seem to prosper and get way more than they deserve. I feel like the people who are...
- Okay, I'm freaking out. I'm trying to stay calm but I'm shaking right now. Yesterday my ex (since Mar 25) emailed me and asked to rearrange childcare for father's day weekend because he is going to Hawaii (that is where we are from and where his...
- It seems like he's been gone forever but also like he just left yesterday. Some of my memories are so vivid and demanding of my attention. I feel the ache so deep down sometimes that I feel like it's a black hole that will grow and grow until it...
- My stbx is now officially my x. I just found out it was final on Wed. I'm in shock, I know. My emotions are all over the place but mostly I feel lost and alone. I am so unbelievably sad and hurt. I knew it was coming but and I knew it was going...
- Although the final divorce decree hasn't come through yet, the judge's ruling regarding support has taken effect. Up to now, my stbx has been having his entire check deposited into the joint account we shared and then on payday he would take out...
- Not too long ago I was in a hardware store looking for something to fix a leaking sink. I guess I never really paid too much attention when I went to these stores with by stbx but since I was doing the fixing, I took a nice, long and hard look at...
- For those whose divorce has already happened, I wanted to know if things between the ex and yourself got better or got worse? The reason I ask is that my stbx keeps saying that once the divorce is final, he won't be anass anymore. I don't really...