Leapyear22
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- I love the Wednesday night call in GA meeting. I swear, I always hear exactly what I need to hear when I call in.xoxoxox Do it my sweet warriors.
- 101 days in recovery! Today on my way to my office, I was thinking about my mood, since I decided to stop gambling and be in recovery, work on my recovery this time, I have gone through different moods, emotionally a wreck my first few days, from...
- 99 days in recovery, I am trying to post / journal at least once a day for the first year. I am finding myself so busy with work and family, animals, etc. All a blessing. 99 days ago, I was full of so much self pity, desperation, I was so busy with...
- 98 days in recovery. My Sundays used to be all about staying in the card room for as long as I could, which was usually a layover from Friday night. Of course, my phone would be exploding, since my family members would have known by now that I was...
- 96 days in recovery. End of a long week, super busy, and although I love what I do, I can tell you, tonight I'm tuckered out. And tomorrow I am working again, looking at properties, etc. Today on my way home, I reflected on my Friday nights, when...
- 93 days in recovery, and today, I am grateful. I am super busy with my work, and finding myself drowning in all the drama, issues that I need to deal with during these busy days, and then again, I am grateful I have a job, I am grateful I went to...
- Today, marking my 90 days in recovery, I was sitting at home, in my clean sweet home, I love, and I decided to throw some clothes on, and go an hour away to my sisters house, buy her a ton of groceries, and leave them at her front door. I did just...
- In recovery for 90 days today.My mom wanted to celebrate today, and although I appreciate it, to me, day 1 was a reason to celebrate, and each day thereafter. Each day I don't place a bet, is a reason to be celebrated. Although I still have the...
- 89 days GF today. Independence Day, aka 4th of July. Quiet in my house today, I woke up early, and did my chores around the house, on my way out to go see family for dinner. I reflect on this day, of where I was the last couple of holidays like...
- GF 88 days today! I have been working a lot lately, but I do make time to work on my recovery. I was reading through posts on line, some older, some recent.To define the compulsive gambler, at least to define my character defects when I gambled,...
- Day 86 in recovery.4th of July weekend, just like most holidays, the 4th of July weekend would be my time to "get away" and for me, that meant sitting in a casino, playing cards for days at a time.I recall one year, I was coming home the weekend of...
- Sundays are now one of my favorite days of the week. Not too long ago 84 days ago, I woke up on a Sunday or I was coming home on a Sunday, from a long weekend of gambling.This Sunday, I took my blind dog out in the car, propped her up in the window...
- As noted in my earlier post, my urges this morning were urges to be respected, but, I was able to reach out, talk about it, and work through it. 83 days into this recovery, each day is a journey, sometimes harder than other times.I met my daughter...
- Day 84 in recovery. The journey isn't easy, not be a long shot. I had this overwhelming urge this morning to go and gamble, I had somewhat convinced myself that I could go for a few hours, and I would have control over it. My mind is clearer now...
- 83 days in recovery.Make it a good weekend my sweet warriors.xoxoxoxox