Leapyear22
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- Sunday, Sunday! Woke up in my room with my dogs sleeping next to me, and feeling pretty darn good. Day 27. I laid in bed and thought about the times I would go and gamble for days on end, and then, wake up after finally coming home, usually with...
- Much better day today. Yesterday, although I worked, it was Friday, and my old way of thinking was coming out and torturing me. I did not go and gamble, I didn't do it, I stayed put. This addiction is so overwhelming, that only another compulsive...
- Nobody from GA is there, but there are others, so its good to be able to chat with other addicts, we all have the same desire, different drug of choice I guess. Come in if you can link is below: I'm feeling a little better tonight, came home,...
- Friday, typically my day for heading to the casino after work, and staying for the weekend. The last few weekends, I haven't done that, I have stayed GF now for 25 days! But, training my brain to think otherwise, that's the trick. I found myself...
- Just wanted to give a shout out to Victoria2014, I believe today is 2 years since she placed her last bet????? Stand up, and take a bow, sweet girl, and please tell me, teach me, and stay with me. I have 24 days today, getting through the first 30...
- Great meeting, so much needed it tonight. xoxoxo
- Saying something brought me to my knees, is an understatement. My addiction, brought me to my knees, after 10 years of fighting recovery, I drove from my driveway, closed the garage door this morning, and just sat and looked at my house. I'm not...
- I'm not sure why, but my days are starting to go by quicker, I keep counting the time wrong, maybe because in my head its today, I won't place a bet, but my last bet was 4/7, so today would make it 22 days. I've been feeling better, although I have...
- Charmed? I look for everyone Monday morning, or late Sunday night, I have grown attached to all of you and miss seeing you here, no matter what is going on with you. On the way home from work tonight, I was thinking about things, specifically...
- Day 20!!!!! I went through a panic mode, I had issues logging in today, and was about to panic, right before it finally came on. I realized how depending I have become to this site and the people that are in it. I also realized, late last night,...
- Instead of gambling, or placing a bet, I have spent the last 19 days, hunkering down, being domesticated, and living my life. Last few days I've thought a lot about my gambling, the damage it did, emotionally and financially, which included a...
- Last night I had a horrible nightmare, I was in a casino, and I gambled, until all was gone, and I remember screaming, NOOOO, I was at home, I think, and in the dream I had a complete breakdown, I kept flashing on the casino, it was awful, it was a...
- Rained like crazy here last night, and now its windy, clouds are out and will most likely rain some more. I have had a major urge to shower and go to the casino, strongest urge in 19 days, its taking everything I have to not change, not shower, and...
- Feeling a bit better, after my tooth was pulled, infection was terrible, I've been walking around with a swollen face most of this week, and the pain is just terrible, but its starting to get better, I just look like someone punched me in my face....
- today is actually 17th day GF, I miscounted the days, not that it matters too much, for me, its each day, one day at a time that counts for me. Ive had major tooth issues, had to go to the oral surgeon yesterday and although I feel much better, my...