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Ok so I have totally went down hill. I am starting to get realy depressed and I dpn't want to be. I miss my husband so much. I just don't even know what to say. I am hurting so much inside.

I was trying to write down 20 things that I love about my husband and I could only think of nine. Two of them were very superficial. That is really sad. If I love him so much, why couldn't I think of...

this weekend was not bad. I did have dinner with my son and husband on Friday night and that wasn't bad. then my husband called on Saturday but never called yesterday. Oh well. It has been a very...

So my son and I are going to be having dinner with my husband tonight. He wants to see our son and so that is why. But it will be nice to spend time with my husband. This kind of thing has been...

So far today I am feeling ok. It is friday and I know that I will get some rest this weekend. My sisters fiance' is coming into town from the middle east for 3 weeks so I am looking forward to...

I am starting to not feel too good about things. I guess I just miss my husband so much. It is strange how things ended and it doesn't make sense to me. The night before he left he came to bed and...

Last night my husband came over again and had dinner with us. He probably wouldn't have done it except he left his laptop charger at my sisters house and he really needed it. The visit went pretty...

So this weekend was pretty godd. I hung out with my sister on Friday night and did a whole lot of nothing. On Saturday I went to the St. Patricks Day parade with my parents, sister and her kids and...

So the end of the day is coming up and I will be off for the weekend. I have one interview left this afternoon. I pray that it goes well, I need to hire someone to start working soon. I have a ton of...

I am starting to wonder if I am having some medical issues. I have fallen 3 times in the last month. Once down the stairs, and twice, not exactly sure what happened. But I have noticed that I am...

I just have the worst luck. Are things ever going to get better for me. I just had a very embarassing thing that happened to me and got hurt in the event. Sometimes I wonder it Satan is really trying...

I am totally freaking out right now. My husband just logged online. I want to talk to him so bad, but I can't And now that I know he is online it is going to hurt if he doesn't IM me. I just want to...

I am starting to feel a little depressed today. I haven't talked to my husband in 2 days now. He doesn't even care to call to talk to his own son. There have been things that my son has done that are...

I have to just tell you all something. I run a Christian daycare, I am the owner and director. I always tell the parents that we are Christian based, but not affiliated with a particular church. We...

So I went one whole day without talking to my husband. It has been a long time since that happened. A few months ago, we went weeks without talking and then we started talking again. I don't know...