I am totally freaking out right now. My husband just logged online. I want to talk to him so bad, but I can't And now that I know he is online it is going to hurt if he doesn't IM me. I just want to talk to him so bad, but what good is it going to do? Probably nothing jus make me feel totally worse. I can't talk to him. And he probably won't IM me anyway.
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hi i feel ur pain on the sense the hes online so close but still at the same time so far. use this time as you time if he doesnt im you i know it hurts but its him the losing out on a great conversation with someone who obviously loves him and is dying for his love in return at some point hell realize hes been searching for stones and the geniue diamond that in front has always been there.theres nothing more prescious then a loving wife and a beautiful son and if hes failing to realize that then hes not at terms with himself. we all have such hard days asking if were loved asking if were missed but remember wether he says it or not im pretty sure he thinks the same about you and his son. you gave him the most beautiful thing in the world a child now its his job to realize what he is doing wrong. and dont freak out and dont im him i know its hard but show him your strong and can survive then hell im you realizing that you kknow life can go on. i know im young and may not know the answer but i hope my comfort and ear being open will help. and i end this with my saying....for everyday which is bad find the one small thing that made yousmile and forget about everything else and make that your memory....live life with no regrets.
stephie