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5/3/07 7:30 amI have direction for my life now. I am no longer going to be waiting for my husband to decide that he wants a relationship. I am moving on. I know there is something better for me. I...

Anyway By Nichole NordemanBless the dayThis restoration is completeDirty dusty something must be underneathSo I scrape and I scuffThough it's never quite enoughI'm starting to see me finallyA...

Ok, so I just posted a journal that was meant for only me, apparantly, it didn't work. Sorry to those who saw it. It was never meant for your eyes, so I just deleted it.

5/2/07 12:13 Update:I called my husband to tell him that I couldn't get my stuff tonight and there was disappointment in his voice he wasn't going to see me tonight. He said "Since we are not getting...

5/2/07 8:30 amI woke this morning feeling even further from my husband. He called last night as I was falling asleep to talk about some things that happened to him throughout the day. He also wants...

5/1/07 2:15 pmSomething happened today, actually nothing happened today, but for some reason I am feeling completely devastated. It could be due to the reason that I have put my foot in my mouth....

5/1/07 9:15 amSo I woke up this morning thinking that I have had a change of heart. I have so much love to give, so why am I wasting on someone who doesn't want it? Why not give it to someone who...

4/30/07 9:30 amSo this weekend was beautiful in all areas. The sun shone everyday and the weather was warm. I spent alot of time with my husband. We had dinner togther again on Saturday night and he...

4/28/07 10:30 amI had to come into work today after all to get some things done before Monday. It is much easier to get work done when there are not people here anyway. I thought I would let you...

4/27/07 3:42 pmI am off for the weekend now. I hope you all enjoy yourselves this weekend and stay strong. Talk to you on Monday. :0)

4/27/07 9:50 amIt is Friday and I am supposed to spend the evening with my husband and son. Things have been really weird with my husband the last week. He said that he does want to spend more time...

The following is a story that I just got from a friend. I liked it so I thought I would share.Just Push A man was sleeping one night in his cabin when suddenly his roomFilled with light, and God...

To all my friends here on DS, if you have myspace, check me out there too.www.myspace.com/anjoyaMy profile is private, but you can add me.

4/24/07 9:30 amI almost got really upset with my husband last night. I need to have some light bulbs changed in my new house in some places that are really high, like the staircase, and I can't reach...

Today, I woke feeling not too good. I have done some things that seem to be right, so why do I feel so horrible. This weekend was really good until about 8:00 Sunday night. But I will start with...