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10:45 amThis morning I am feeling a bit sad. I am alone, my son spent the night with my parents last night so I could go out with my sister. I woke up alone, with such a desire for someone to be next...

10:00 amI am only posting this journal because I feel the need to type. I am not having any extraordinary feelings of happy or sad, so this is going to be a boring journal. Sorry!The most exciting...

Just something fun for the evening.http://youtube.com/watch?v=eWFJ_rykyA4Enjoy 

12:30 pmI didn't write a journal yesterday. I guess my life might be starting to stabalize. That is good I guess. There are a few things that I would like to journal about though. My ex had our son...

10:44 amLast night my son told his dad that he doesn't want to be in Aunt Chelseas wedding. He says that he feels like he is too old to be the ring bearer. I agree with him. Then my ex told him that...

12:10 pm My son went to school today. He woke without a fever and seemed to be feeling fine. But the school secretary called and said that he has been in the nurse's office twice already saying that...

8:50 amThis song makes me cry because it is so how I feel right now...I don't see God and He Hasn't replied to my requests the why that I wanted, but I still know He is there listening to me....

9:35 pmMy son is still sick today. He has been running a fever since yesterday morning. It just won't go below 101. So we have been home all day watching tv, cartoons, movies, and he has been on the...

6:50 amSo last night I decided that I am going to be single for the rest of my life. I am tired of dealing with me. I want to be single, I don't want to have to worry about whether I am saying the...

8:10 amLast night went pretty good. My ex called me a couple times. Once at work and once on my cell. He left messages, but I haven't called him back, nor has my son even wanted to call him back. I...

8:20 amI didn't call him or email him back. I wonder though what is going through his mind. Is he wondering about me, or has he completely forgotten about me? I wonder if he just sent me that message...

11:40 amAfter not talking with my ex all weekend, since we had established that we are not going to talk to each other for a month since we fight too much and only talk about our son and business...

2:50 pmOne thing that I decided to take on so that I won't think about my ex so much is be creative. I am going to start making jewelery. I made a necklace, 2 bracelets, and a pair of earrings today....

2:05 pmLast  night had a really great time. I went out with my sister and cousins. It was such a good time. My brother in law was there. This was the first time I went out with my brother in law.We...

12:25 amI am going to ask you all for a favor. I need you all to hold me accountable. I don't like the person that I am right now. I am a women who is in love with a man that she can't have and it is...