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I woke up this morning in a good mood. i actually think that God woke me again. I was up really early and could not fall back asleep. I think it was God's way of telling me to talk to Him. So I...

I am finally getting a break from work right now and I am planning on going to watch my son do track and field day at school. My husband already went and saw him, I was hoping that I would get to see...

After typing for about 20 minutes, my journal disappeared.Anyway, let's see if I can remember what I wrote the first time.I am trying to not focus on the bad things that happened between me and my...

I pierced my nose today. I guess it's just one of the ways that I am dealing with th separation. I told my husband and he likes it. At least that is good.Anyway, I feel like I am being a bit...

Yesterday evening at 5:15 I called my husband and asked him if he would like to have dinner with me and our son. He was already eating dinner so he said that he would have to pass. I was...

ok, so now I am really mad at myself. Why do I keep putting myself in the position to get hurt by my husband. Sometimes I just think I am done with relationships. The only relationships I want to...

My bunny just died. I am so sad now. I know it is stupid, but he was my pet.My son is going to be really disappointed.

I had a good weekend and that is all I am going to say about that. I really miss my husband today. I hope that he is missing me too, but it is so hard to know since he doesn't call me. I think that...

Breathe - Sixpence None the RicherTake my sorrow and my sinI will run into Your arms againHold me FatherOnce again my tears are driedBy Your perfect love that's river-wideOver-flowingAs I stand on...

I just need to finish the list. Hopefully I can get it done today.80. When I was in the 3rd grade I wanted to be an Astronaut, but then I watched the Challenger explode and lost interest.81. I...

I am feeling a little better today. Maybe because it's Friday and I am looking forward to a weekend with no obligations (other than church, but that's not an obligation). I am going to be avoiding my...

LIVID - that is a great word to describe the way I am feeling right now about my husband. "This seperation is going to be good for Us in the long run" he says. The only thing that is coming out of it...

I am starting feel a little better this afternoon. My husband called me and told me about his interview. It was actually an all day interview. He had 7 and they did a lunch interview with him as...

My husband had his interview several hours ago. I tried calling him and his phone went straight to voice mail. I have no idea how long the interveiew be. I just hoped that he would have called me by...

The water works won't stop this morning. I had a great conversation with someone last night that has become very dear to my heart and talk through things brought up some feelings that I have not been...