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9:55 amI am going to be leaving in about 15 minutes to meet with my ex to have breakfast with our son. I am only doing thisfor my son. I am probably not going to talk much to my ex, and I will...

11:10I am so mad right now. I needed help with my son all week with getting him to school and his father never even checked to make sure that I was able to do it all. He was made aware of it, but...

7:15 amThis dreams still continue. It has been so long since he has been gone, but at least he still loves me in my dreams. Sometimes I sleep to dream. In the real life it hurts so bad, but the pain...

300 pmgo watch this video. Really applies to me.http://youtube.com/watch?v=M3U6btnwJJs 

8:25 amLast night was the first night that I had a good discussion with my 7 year old son about what has been going on the last year. It started by him talking about how if we went back in time and...

10:50 pm I am so lost right now. I did just talk to my husband. I think the whole thing of us being friends was BS. He doesn't really want to be my friend. I am nothing to him, not even barely a...

9:50 amI feel so exhausted this morning. I did not want to get out of bed. I still haven't talked to my ex, which is very strange, but I am ok with that. I have been starting to focus on other...

9:40 pmToday actually turned out to be a pretty good day. I am feeling confident that things are going to be ok for me. The person that I had become when I was with my husband is starting to fade...

7:15 pmToday will be the first day in like 6 months that I haven't talked to my husband. It is a little weird to me that he hasn't called me at all today. He normally calls me at least once a day,...

11:41 amToday has been such a busy day already and I am exhausted. I still have over 6 hours to go for work. It has been good that I have been so busy though. I have barely even thought about my ex....

8:40 amso my ex was at my house last night until 11:45 pm keeping our son up. That is what really ticks me off. He is not the one who has to get our son up and ready for school. In fact, he is...

10:20 pmI am at my house right now and my husband and his sister are here, I was really hoping that my husband would have come by himself but his sister came with. I wonder sometimes if he brings her...

11:05 amI just went for a drive. I guess that is a benefit of being my own boss and having everyone else do the work. I feel like I need some time to just be myself and not worry about what I do or...

10:40 amI keep finding out more and more stuff about my ex. He really dated alot of girls. I just found out that he drove all the way to Denver to meet a girl and take her to a sushi bar for a first...

8:22 amI have realized that I really need to keep my distance from my ex. If it weren't for him saying that he missed me and wanted to work things out a month ago, I wouldn't be in this place. I had...