I am starting to wonder if I am having some medical issues. I have fallen 3 times in the last month. Once down the stairs, and twice, not exactly sure what happened. But I have noticed that I am always dizzy and sometimes feel like my feet arent'even touching the ground. I know that I should probably see a doctor, but I have no insurance. My husband missed open enrollment and now none of us has medical coverage. That is just a sign of his selfishness. I had reminded him daily for a month to fill out the paperwork and he could never find the time to do it. Then about a month later, he realized he hadn't done it. So I have been having to pay out of pocket for our sons medication and have gotten off of the meds that I needed because they are like $140 a month and that is not something I can just do on my own. Anyway, I am wondering if it is my blood pressure, I have been extremely stressed out from the whole seperation and divorce thing, I also feel shakey all the time.


So I ended up calling my husband yesterday. I probably shouldn't but I was just wondering if there was a reason why he hasn't called in a few days. He says he has just been so busy. He said that he thinks about our son all the time. I asked if he thinks about me, and he said he does but no the way I think about him. So I wonder what way now. Is it horrible thoughts? Anyway, he is wanting to help me move the rest of my stuff into my new house this weekend, but I am going to try and get it tonight so that he doesn't have to help, then I am going to go to a parade tomorrow with my son. This will eliminate any contact with him. He said that he is going to be really busy tomorrow anyway, with showing the house to potential roommates.
I am hoping that today will be a good day...better than yesterday!