So I went one whole day without talking to my husband. It has been a long time since that happened. A few months ago, we went weeks without talking and then we started talking again. I don't know why. Maybe because we have a son together. But he has these moments where he forgets he has a son and then all of sudden wants to have a relationship with him. I am not going to call him or email him to see when he decides to call our son.

I am hoping that this time where he doesn't talk to me will make him realize his mistakes. In the past he has told me that he misses me when it has been a long time before we talk again. I am not playing games. I am just not going to try to change his mind anymore, or put my life on hold anymore just for him. I did that since I met him and look where it got me.