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3:00 pmI am having a hard day. Today is my ex's birthday and he is not going to be spending it with anyone except his band buddies. Pretty nice, huh? Considering it is the band that ruined my family....

Oh yeah! I got my first tattoo today! I just had to do something crazy to dilute the feelings of pain that I am having.

12:55 am Ok, so I know I don't really want to post a journal, but how many of you have had your ex spouses call you in the middle of the night the night of your divorce and tell you they love you?...

1:15 pmIt is official now. I am single and all I want to do it go home and go to bed! That was the hardest thing to do ever. Even my ex cried. I guess God didn't give me what I wanted. I guess I am...

8:37 amJust wanted to let you all know that I am extremely stressed right now. I need to hire an infant supervisor and I put an ad in the newspaper that ran Sunday and today and I have gotten 3...

7:30 pmI talked to my husband again this afternoon. He called me just to chat. That was a nice feeling that he wanted to talk to me. I asked if he wanted to go out with me on Oct. 13th and he was all...

10:35 am Last night I was over at my old house, which is my husband house now. He lives there with his sister. It was really strange. It was almost like I never even lived there. Not from me, but...

Just a few videos that I enjoy and wanted to share.http://youtube.com/watch?v=nmzygXtbSSIhttp://youtube.com/watch?v=r7okQIIodYo

10:30 am6 days until the death of my marriage. I guess my marriage has been dead for the last year, but now it is going to be official. I wish that time would just stop and that day would never come....

9:00 amMy husband and I kind of got into it this morning. He pretends to try but if it inconveniences him, then he won't make an effort. He doesn't see it, but it is really effecting our son. He is...

God appointed interaction?10:15 amI have been communicating with a man that sells insurance for the last 3 weeks. We finally have an opportunity to meet to discuss the insurance. While we were...

9:45 am In just a little over a week I am going to be officially divorced. I am having such mixed feelings about this. I know that I am going to cry like a little baby and I don't want people to...

9:30 amI feel like God is really telling me to move away from my husband. He has committed adultery and I now have grounds for divorce according to the word. It hurts to say this, but I no longer...

9:27 pmLast night my husband came over with the intentions of spending the night. He had our son all day on Saturday and when they came over, our son said that dad was going to spend the night. I...

My heart is so broken today! I miss my husband so much and just want us to be together again. We are going to get together tonight for dinner with our son, but I am not sure how I am going to deal...