JESSIKAH

so my cousins are in sd which is awesome im having so much funnn!amusement parks were funnnneverything has been awesomei  learned to just not give a fuck anymorehah

so today i feel good:]i dont care anymoreim juyst excited my cousins fly in todaywere going to sea world magic mountain and disney land this week woot woothah and yesterday was bad at first then  it...

im so done with it.and no im not talking about done with lifeim so done with girlswith one girlim done caringim done tryingim done making an effortshe doesnt care cause if she did she wouldnt be...

im so tired of being weaki know i love her but she dont love meso i need to just get over itehi feel brokenit takes all of me to get up in the morningso from now on im doneim deleting my ds sooni...

egh my day went alrite i guessi woke up at veros housei went to schooli went to my sisters house to watch the monster loli came homedid laundrygetting ready for bedmy feelings have gotten in the way...

ok so today is not a great day.they wouldnt let us go see  my cousins grandmathe doctors over there are assholeshahso yesterday i was talking to my 10 yr old lil cousin diego and we started talking...

so i went to school today and was planning to go to my program but i came to my cousins instead to baby sit cause my cousins grandma is really sick in mexico and the doctors over there dont really...

well today was an alright day well except for that i got in to a car accident:\it was pretty bad but we were all okay thoso that was goodhaha i love my friends from my program they are pretty much...

feeling feelings feelings ughi feel tiredi feel angryi feel sadi feel hurti feel worthlessi feel weaktoday was just a bad dayi feel like cutting really bad but im hanging in and im not gunna do it...

whats up? well today has been a good day. really good day.i came on the computer and saw that mimi is on actually right now and thats good:] im happy.i met some really nice people latleyeh im...

man, i feel like shit today.we have to put my dog down because she has cancer and her stomach is getting bigger and they say that she can blow up.its weird but i guess its true.im like really sad we...

Well im in a blah mood.im wondering too much.i just came from my moms.it sucked.my dog is going to blow upmy teeth hurt i hate braces valentines is coming up:(its gunna suckima be depressedi have...

ummmm so yesterday was my nieces b day party it was funnn i saw lots of friends and cousins i havent seen in a while. my family pisses me off thoughugh i come from a fucking ghetto ass family haha...

so  im getting my life back well kinda. . . .i go to my program everyday and hang out i voulunteer  alot like today i did meals on wheels with some othere members. its nice to give for a change.so...

its funny cause i use to love this day and now i just dread it.so far  today i just slept then came on here i even missed my program.not good not good at all. i miss her so much i just cry.ppl think...