JESSIKAH

whats up? well today has been a good day. really good day.i came on the computer and saw that mimi is on actually right now and thats good:] im happy.i met some really nice people latleyeh im...

man, i feel like shit today.we have to put my dog down because she has cancer and her stomach is getting bigger and they say that she can blow up.its weird but i guess its true.im like really sad we...

Well im in a blah mood.im wondering too much.i just came from my moms.it sucked.my dog is going to blow upmy teeth hurt i hate braces valentines is coming up:(its gunna suckima be depressedi have...

ummmm so yesterday was my nieces b day party it was funnn i saw lots of friends and cousins i havent seen in a while. my family pisses me off thoughugh i come from a fucking ghetto ass family haha...

so  im getting my life back well kinda. . . .i go to my program everyday and hang out i voulunteer  alot like today i did meals on wheels with some othere members. its nice to give for a change.so...

its funny cause i use to love this day and now i just dread it.so far  today i just slept then came on here i even missed my program.not good not good at all. i miss her so much i just cry.ppl think...

im in a blah moood.im here just thinkingjust a bit too muchalot has been going onwith meits almost the 19thomg im scaared for that dayand im dreading the 17th tooits almost been a month:\idk im so...

well im pretty broken right nowno more mimiit really got to me i miss herlike alotive been fighting with the fam bam  latley except for yesterday at my nieces birthday we actually got along.i dont...

hi, well lets see.im still sad somebut hanging inive been going to my program daily which helps me alot i really like itive been making some decisionsabout my future and stuffim going to school...

why do i do stupid shit.somtimes i hate myself.ugh

i was out for a lil bit but now im backi dont live at home anymore  i live at an independent living houseits pretty coooli misss alot of things thoughwell i will write more later

i hate how one day is awesome then the next day is horribe.i feel like i dont fucking matter anymore.nomatter how hard i try its never going to work outi am so fustrated right nowi hate iti hate...

was pretty much awesomeone of the best nites i had in a lil while.i love the question game haha:)but we were so tired this morningshe slept all day and i woke up at 12hahalets do it all over again...

last two days have been shit.im so soar  my whole body hurts yesterday was a dumb day i hated every second of it.why am i fucking here i fucking hate itshit i mise well go back to my fucking dads...

i've been thinking alot lately.well especially last nite.i couldnt stop thinking about mimi.i missed her alot, but i kept telling myself to not care.but i still cared.i hate her mother so goddamn...