ugh the 19th

its funny cause i use to love this day and now i just dread it.so farĀ  today i just slept then came on here i even missed my program.not good not good at all. i miss her so much i just cry.ppl think im ok but im not. i feel broken.its ridiculous the way i feel.its been a month. :\i feel like shit i hate relationships in the end all they do is crush u.