JESSIKAH

was one of those retearded daysthe morning was horrible i wanted to  hurt myself so badi wanted to die:((but i kept  reminding myself that i love my friends and famthat they would be sad if i...

ughh people make me mad:\today was an horrible dayi missed some onemy mom made a big schenejulie hit me AGAINi have no one to talk to about itahhhhhhhim going to bed good nitejessica

wow tonight was AMAZING.i went out to dinner with a girl she is awesome.then we went to the rain concert which was more than amazingi had so muchh funnneven tho i was totallly nervous haha im such a...

lateley ive been feeeling good i had an amazing weekend:)minus not talking to bri:(we went to the beach on saturday and got faded:)then on sunday we went swimming in a pool:))i had funnnnn;DSchool...

i got school tomorrow:(ima quit using methim trying to keep myself happy and stuff but it takes timei came up with a whole list of positive things in my life and it really has helped me:)i  want to...

im so fucking tired of everybody fucking me over.why?what the hell did i do to them?fuck this lifei hate this i hate my fuckking life

lately ive been gettin mad for no damn reason:(amanda wants me back.idk what i want.i love her.i do.but we fight alot.tooo much.i dont know.i love her baby so much.ughh i hate decisions my mom is a...

things are going okay.mom and i are doing good, kindawe still fight but shes starting to realize that im never gonna give upamanda and i are doing okay were just friends and its good shes getting...