JESSIKAH

wow today was an horrible day. i never knew i could hate some one as much as i do its weird because lots of ppl did horrible ass shit to me but i never hated anybody as much as i hate this girl.but...

i cant stop crying.my head is spinning.i need her. god is taking her away though.i love her,but she doesnt see that right now. i've never felt this way.my head has an excruciating pain.i cant really...

my life has been very different the past few days.mimi and i are good:) im happy to sayi love that girl wooooo!!!all i got to say is kayyyyleighhhummmm i leave on sunday to san jacintough today im...

wow today was an ok dayi thizzed todayi was trippin out big timetoday was bri and mine friendship anniverserey day  lolit ment alot to meAND WE DIDNT even talk except thru txting which was ok at...

today wAs a reallly goood day:]]i talked to some one who made my day even more fantastic:]]i have one more week until i go back to my dads ughi love mia she is so beautiful.im just chillin with my...

well i have mixed feelingstoday is one of those days that i realized what i've been doing and i need to stop. i kinda been missing people eccckkkwell i went to my little cousins football game he won...

well lets seethings are going great actually more than greati am so excited for the new mei simply dont care anymore about people who use to make me sad  i just dont im just happy im going to do...

wow so i havent wrote a journal in  while.my -day was funnnn:)im finally 18 woo!!!i feel really alone eh im   done with trying with friendsfuck it cause she lost some one who would always be there...

omg so yesterday was so much fun. i went to jenny's we got drunk it was fun haha :)i love my mimi. shes amazing. she really gets me :)today was kind of boring day i was hungover i felt like shit but...

well ive been feeling up and downi feel like i no longer have friendsughwell at least i have my kiki hahi go back to sd on thursedayso its coolamanda is a weirdo she might be prego againeghmy mom...

so its been 2 weeks and a day since i last cutim proud of myself becuz i was very tempted this last week to cut but i didnt so yay for thatmy tummy hurts:(i've been running everyday since i moved to...

feelings ugh i hate themsomtimes i just would like to hate certain people but i cant hate them because the truth is i really love them. so much. i hat that i cant controll it.ughhhi feel pretty shity...

today has been an boring day i miss brianaALOTi made a new friend she's really awesome and she's really strong lolim home alone and want to talk to someoneughhhhhhhh byeeee

wow so today was a pretty good day. i just relaxed kind ofi talked to my cousin candice who live in minnesota it was kinda bad news but hey whatever ive been taking in things god latelyso i have new...

so i fucked things up like always this girl she actuallyliked me she wanted to make her and i a couple but i was scared to try it and now she's with someone new:( its my own fault and im moving to...