JESSIKAH

so everything blows up in my facei hate everything ugh.i feel like i have absolutley no onei feel like a zombie the last past two days i sleep way too much just to dreami hate  feeling this wayi...

OK  so the past few days have been rough.but i got thru them and mimi got thru them. i've been really down latley. like last nite but somehow i got thru it.i was suppose to go have funnn yesterday...

ok so i wrote my last journal and went to bed.well my mom woke me upbcuz mimi called the housewe talked   and sorted everything outand are now officially back together.it made me super happyi loves...

ok so i wrote my last journal and went to bed.well my mom woke me upbcuz mimi called the housewe talked   and sorted everything outand are now officially back together.it made me super happyi loves...

i need to chill out. i know she loves me she just needs time i jusss miss her alotso ima go to bed today wasnt a good daybut hopefully tomorrow will bewell im out  byeeeess love jessyps. mimi i...

forever? cuz i mean forever when i say i love you . . . . really?…  

wow today was an horrible day. i never knew i could hate some one as much as i do its weird because lots of ppl did horrible ass shit to me but i never hated anybody as much as i hate this girl.but...

i cant stop crying.my head is spinning.i need her. god is taking her away though.i love her,but she doesnt see that right now. i've never felt this way.my head has an excruciating pain.i cant really...

my life has been very different the past few days.mimi and i are good:) im happy to sayi love that girl wooooo!!!all i got to say is kayyyyleighhhummmm i leave on sunday to san jacintough today im...

wow today was an ok dayi thizzed todayi was trippin out big timetoday was bri and mine friendship anniverserey day  lolit ment alot to meAND WE DIDNT even talk except thru txting which was ok at...

today wAs a reallly goood day:]]i talked to some one who made my day even more fantastic:]]i have one more week until i go back to my dads ughi love mia she is so beautiful.im just chillin with my...

well i have mixed feelingstoday is one of those days that i realized what i've been doing and i need to stop. i kinda been missing people eccckkkwell i went to my little cousins football game he won...

well lets seethings are going great actually more than greati am so excited for the new mei simply dont care anymore about people who use to make me sad  i just dont im just happy im going to do...

wow so i havent wrote a journal in  while.my -day was funnnn:)im finally 18 woo!!!i feel really alone eh im   done with trying with friendsfuck it cause she lost some one who would always be there...

omg so yesterday was so much fun. i went to jenny's we got drunk it was fun haha :)i love my mimi. shes amazing. she really gets me :)today was kind of boring day i was hungover i felt like shit but...