JESSIKAH

so this morning i wake up to my mom yelling at me cause a cop was at the door for me it scared the shit outta me. but he wasnt there because i was in trouble he was there cause my mom was in trouble...

well todays been a mission.me and jenny went all over san diego on bus:(first court then to enroll her into parenting classesthen to see the new p.oomgim superrr tiredso christina left to peru two...

so things havent been going  my way latelyi have court again on fridayim so nervousi have a lot going on with my p.o and my comm service then making plans for minnesota its harder than it...

 i decided a few new things 1st  i hate relationships 2nd i dont give a shit about anything anymore im leaving to minnesota as soon as i can. 3rd ima miss people down here in sd, but ima make...

so i've been alrightyesterday christina and i started going out again:)i hope it lastschools out so yay!!im going to minnesota im goinng to try it out for 2 weeks and if i like it i'll stay if not im...

christina and i broke upfor good:(it kinda suckedi miss jilly beani miss brii miss jennyi need them right nowim really tireddim out byess

hi, lately ive been alrighti've hurt lots of ppl and im working on making my relationships better.christina and i are doing really good:)))i havent talked to bri much lately shes still angry at me...

i just recently got out of the hospitali was in there for 4 days and then got transferred to a different one for 4 days.it suckeddthey treat u like shitbut it was my faultso i deserve it.i tryed to...

so yesterday i took my grandpas car because he took away mine.i got caught the fuck upon top of that while i was gone i did stupid ass shit i dont want to really say on herebut i did stuff that...

wow so things are changing fasti was happy at first to be back but now i just want to be far far awayi am now officially going out with christina which makes me super happyshe is so cool and she...

so todays one of my big tournaments and im super nervous i've been in lots of small tournaments but this one is huge . i am so nervous i couldnt sleep yesterday:\then tomorrow i leave to japan for a...

today was a crappy dayschool was stupid.kickboxing was alright i performed awesomei was suppose to go out tonite but couldnt cause of my grandparentsughhhmakes me angrybri is not being nice rite...

today was an alright dayi scared christina yesterday:( i feel really badshe really makes me smile i might go to her last lax game :)somtimes i just want my mommyi just want her to love mei want her...

i feel better than i did yesterday.aalthough i have been thinking alotim not sure what i would do if  anything ever happend to my family although they are cruel to me i love them so much.i have been...

well this weekend so far was pretty much retarded ughhhi decided i do not trust anybody at all anymore becaused at anytime they can just quit on me like nothing and i will be down for a long time...