JESSIKAH

well ive been feeling up and downi feel like i no longer have friendsughwell at least i have my kiki hahi go back to sd on thursedayso its coolamanda is a weirdo she might be prego againeghmy mom...

so its been 2 weeks and a day since i last cutim proud of myself becuz i was very tempted this last week to cut but i didnt so yay for thatmy tummy hurts:(i've been running everyday since i moved to...

feelings ugh i hate themsomtimes i just would like to hate certain people but i cant hate them because the truth is i really love them. so much. i hat that i cant controll it.ughhhi feel pretty shity...

today has been an boring day i miss brianaALOTi made a new friend she's really awesome and she's really strong lolim home alone and want to talk to someoneughhhhhhhh byeeee

wow so today was a pretty good day. i just relaxed kind ofi talked to my cousin candice who live in minnesota it was kinda bad news but hey whatever ive been taking in things god latelyso i have new...

so i fucked things up like always this girl she actuallyliked me she wanted to make her and i a couple but i was scared to try it and now she's with someone new:( its my own fault and im moving to...

hmmmm well lets see i've been packing can't wait to leave this place start fresh and new yeah boiiii!!!! my mom is pissed at me  but i got to do this for me so im just ignoring her and my dad is...

Fuck this

my cuzins quince was so much fun:)they had the cameras there and they were like bugging mehah they were everywhere video taping us.desiree and her chambelons danced great. they had the slide show and...

this weekend is going to be amazing tomorrow  amanda and i are having a kick back:)her mom is watching the baby for the nite.so we are getting faded,i havent done that for a long while.on saturday...

i am getting more sick everyday:(i can bareley talktoday i hung out with vero and tony its been cooli went to my lil cuzins football practice an it was fun  to watch him go thru hell haha it hell...

today was an alright day until  i found out she's already going out with a guy. idk i probally sound stupid writting about this but i mean it hasnt even been a full week yet:( i know that i shuldnt...

WELL IVE BEEN ALRIGHT JUST TRYING TO GET THROUGH THE DAYSMY MOM AND I SET A DAY FOR ME TO MOVE TO MY CUZZINS HOUSE IN MINNESOTAAND SHES MAKING ME GET  ON THE PLANE HAHA IM KINDA EXCITED I NEED A NEW...

i lost two best friends and a girlfriend all in one day wow!i suck big tymetoday when she broke up with me i realy couldnt believe it it was so random i thought we were doing goodbut i guess notim...

everythings screwed up people screw with my mind to muchi go to court on mondayand i hope i get locked up so i can be away from everything and everyonei hate my fucking life so muchi want to just get...