feelings suck

feeling feelings feelings ughi feel tiredi feel angryi feel sadi feel hurti feel worthlessi feel weaktoday was just a bad dayi feel like cutting really bad but im hanging in and im not gunna do it for me  because i want to stop for myself but not only myself also fo mrd<3idk  the cops are stupid and piss me off i had to deal with them todayand jenny is sad and it makes me sadand i just love my niece and lil cousinsand im kinda just puting whats on my mindi miss becca<\3 people keep telling me to get over her but its fucking hard i cant do it over night fuck! just fucking leave me alone. for me it takes time shit. idk im just tired and in a bad moveso ima go byes