kayrl

well so far everything is going ok but it's still pretty early that things could get messed up but i hope they don't. i stayed home from school today because i just don't feel good my stomach hurts...

ok so today is now officially horrible!!!!! i TOTALLY forgot to do this newspaper articl for call and it was due today and i don't understand it and i have to write 4 paragraphs on the executiong of...

well today is going good! alot better than yesterday i wanted to die well i sort of tryed but i didnt' really want to die i just wanted to feel pain other than the pain i was feeling. but i am a lil...

AHHH today was NOT A GOOD DAY! idk what went wrong it started out good but now i just feel horrible! i was driving to take my friend home and on my way home i just keept driving and went out of town...

today is going good i guess but i just want to go back to bed and dream because my deams are better then real life. and in my dreams i can do whatever i want. but what i mostly want is to just be...

i was reading through my hugs and i thank all of you and it really means alot to know people care for me. some had said that i should look into talking to my school counselor and i would do that but...

I'M PRETTY SURE NOTHING COULD GET ANY WORSE RIGHT NOW!!!!!!I'M SLOWLY LOSING THE ONLY PERSON THAT ACTUALLY GET'S ME AND IT REALLY SUCKS AND THERES NOTHING I CAN DO!! MY BROTHER QUITE SCHOOL BY MY MOM...

ok so i've been in track since 7th grade and have really enjoyed it but my feshmen year really sucked. i guess i just relized that it's not something i really want to do so this year i decided not to...

well today my brother luke left school with my car and my principle came and told me that and so i was just like ok cuz i didnt' know what i was suppose to do or what he wanted me to do. then at 8th...

well this morning/lastnight was horible. it's getting better now and i'm gonna hang out with my bestfriend. were doing alot better we've even been hanging out more so that's been good. but ok i'll...

well this morning/lastnight was horible. it's getting better now and i'm gonna hang out with my bestfriend. were doing alot better we've even been hanging out more so that's been good. but ok i'll...

I JUST WANT FRIENDS I JUST WANT SOMEONE I CAN TALK TO AND WHO WILL LISTEN AND HELP ME. SOMEONE WHO WILL ALWAY'S BE THERE. I JUST WANT TO BE LOVED AND TO HOLD ME AND TO KNOW THAT I AM CARED FOR AND I...

it would be just as easy if not easer to die then to try and fix everything. i've been trying to fix everything for almost 3 years i think it is and i'm still where i was at. i know everyone is...

well i sort of consider my self an only child even tho i have two brothers. the oldest is in iraq so he's not here. and my other brother is never home, he's out with friends and getting drunk and...

well it's 3:45 in the morning and i had a horible dream. it felt so real, idk who it was but they took me and some other people in to a house (i think it was suppose to be mine) and locked me in my...