I'M PRETTY SURE NOTHING COULD GET ANY WORSE RIGHT NOW!!!!!!I'M SLOWLY LOSING THE ONLY PERSON THAT ACTUALLY GET'S ME AND IT REALLY SUCKS AND THERES NOTHING I CAN DO!! MY BROTHER QUITE SCHOOL BY MY MOM MADE HIM GO BACK AND NOW I HAVE TO TAKE HIM TO SCHOOL AND I WANT HIM TO GRADUATE AND HAVE A GOOD LIFE SO I'M MAKING HIM STAY AFTER SCHOOL TO STUDY WITH ME SO THAT MEANS THAT I DON'T GET TO WORK OUT AFTER SCHOOL SO NOW I'M GONNA GET EVEN MORE FAT AND UGLIER AND I DON'T GET TO TALK TO MY FIREND CUZ SHE'S A TEACHER SO I ONLY SEE HER BEFOR SCHOOL AND SOMETIMES IF I'M WAITING TO WORK OUT WITH OTHER PEOPEL I'LL GO AND SEE HOW SHE'S DOING.EVERYTHING IS BUILDING UP INSIDE AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO GET IT ALL OUT THE SAFE WAY WITH OUT CUTTING. WHICH I WOULDN'T MIND DOING AT THIS POINT AND I'M PRETTY SURE I WILL. AAHHAHHAHAH I JUST FEEL LIKE NO ONE CAN HEAR ME AND IF THEY CAN THEY DON'T CARE!! I DON'T FEEL LOVED AND THAT'S ALL I WANT TO FEEL! LIFE SUCKS AND I JUST WANT TO DIE I SICK OF ALL THIS SHIT I'M BEGING TO THINK IT'S NOT WORTH IT ANYMORE!!!!!1