ok so i've been in track since 7th grade and have really enjoyed it but my feshmen year really sucked. i guess i just relized that it's not something i really want to do so this year i decided not to go out and it was the best decision i've made. i do like track i actually love doing hurdles and i'm pretty good by my coach told me i wasnt' gonna do them so that's what made my decision final. so during lunch a friend and i were talking about how we dont' like our coach because he brainwashed people. he tells people that if they don't go out for track that their altlet career will be over. and i'm not cool with him telling people that and telling me that. so we were talking about that and another friend joined in cuz she didn't go out also and a couple girls came over heather was not out and marla, arial, and lexi are. lexi was really offended by some of the things we were saying and we didn't mean to offend her we were just talking and saying how we felt. my coach thing's winning state is everything and for the ones that are not out for track dont' really thing it's everything but lexi went off and was like well have you guy's ever won state. and we like no but i'm sure it would be really awesome and exciting. and we were just like we weren't talkign about you and we didn't mean it in a bad way it's just that to us winning state in track isn't a big deal for us. and she got pissed and started telling one of her track friend and was crying and were just like ahhhh we didn't mean to hurt you and pluse she came into our conversation and she knew we were talking about track. but idk it was made me mad. and idk i guess i've just been getting pissed alot idk why but everything is pissing me off. like if some one will ask me a question and i dont' know or it's really dumb i'll get mad. and there's this kid in my spanish class that will just be like oh my god! yesterday i was taking notes cuz i'm not very good at spanish and he's like your writing them all down and it just pissed me off! ahh i hope it get's better i hate being pissed but i just have all the rage in me and i don't know what ot do with it but it's slowly comeing up.