it would be just as easy if not easer to die then to try and fix everything. i've been trying to fix everything for almost 3 years i think it is and i'm still where i was at. i know everyone is saying it will get better and keep you head up and i thank you. but it's been 3 years and i'm tired and exausted. after taking a friend home yesterday i was comeing to a bridge and i was going at about 70 and i started to go towards the side of it and i had to use every strength and every mind and will power to stay on the road as i drove over the bridge i wanted to just start crying at that point but i did i couldn't cuz when i got home my mom would notice and i couldnt' tell her why.