kayrl

today was good. i went with my mom and her friend shopping, i only got a pair of jeans. but i'm not a big shopper i never get anything and i don't really care to tell ya the truth. but on our way...

wow i just had an impulse to run away. to just go and get my stuff and leave. i guess i'm tired of not being hug and not feeling like people care and that they want me around. it's seem to be that...

today was good. i was tired in school because i take tylonal pm to go to bed and so it was still kind of in me when i woke up haha. then the day was good, school was good. at 8th hour the elementry...

great, grand, lets just talk, i need a friend. i seem like i'm fine, i feel that i am. but when the night comes, i'm not a huge fan. i lay in the dark tangled in thoughts. your fat, your ugly, please...

well today started off kind of crapy but ended up pretty good. i hope it stay's this way. night is comeing and so i'm scared and i'll start thinking about things and then i will hurt myself but i'll...

hey this is reguarding the jounrnal before this someone.sorry for the spelling i just wrote it really fast and got everything out. i was/am pissed as you can tell and so sorry, i didn't go thought...

well i just got an e-mail back from my aunt i was telling you guy's about. she said she she is there for me and wants to help me but that i have to be honest wiht her and i am alway's honset with...

hey everyone i just wanted to share this quote off of Coach Carter. idk if any of you know that movie but it's a basketball movie. but i really like this quote one of the characters say's towards the...

well today was good. i hung out with a friend and we went and got subway and ate it at the park. then we came back and decided to gor for a run and we ran to the school wich is about 2 miles or so...

well since the day was good the night had to be bad lol. ah i hate that.my aunt and i have been e-mailing back and forth for a couple of weeks and so she writes back and it's pretty normal and stuff...

well today was good. i stayed home "sick" lol. i layed out in the sun for a lil bit and then took my down on a walk down to the river were we usually go to. then i had to give her a bath cuz she went...

OMG!!! MY STOMACH HURTS SOOOOO BAD!!! AHHHH I WANT TO SCREAM!!! i've spent alot of time in the bathroom and oh it's just soo upset this sucks!!! o boy i hope this get's better!!!

hey i just wanted to say thanks to everyone! you guy's are so supportive and are great idk what i'd do with out you guy's. actually i'd prolly be dead to be realistic.well today is good....the day's...

ok so i needed to write this out. its 12:45am and i was really close to commiting suicide. idk really know why. i guess i feel that if i do i will get the help i need. so i'm laying in bed trying to...

today my mom and i want golfing. i wasn't very good lol i havent golfed in like 3 years or something lol. then i took my friend on a 4-wheeler ride and it was really fun but we got kind of wet but...