i was reading through my hugs and i thank all of you and it really means alot to know people care for me. some had said that i should look into talking to my school counselor and i would do that but i don't trust her. i like her as a person and she's good to talk to but i don't trust her. i use to go and talk to her and told her about the abuse and cutting and my suicidal thoughts and she was good help. and i went and talked to another teacher i got along with really well and just wanted like a second opinion and stuff and i thought she didnt know because i never told her but she had known everything the abouse,cutting,suicide and so i figured my school counselor had told her. now i didn't think she could tell anyone. and then i thougth well this teacher was going to school to be a school teacher but i still didnt' think she could tell her. so i'm confused and i guess i don't see it as a big deal but i just wounder who all else know's.

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I can understand you concern about who knows but when you become ok with yourself then none of that will matter anymore. I know that sounds harsh but really its not because in time you will. There are people here that you can trust and talk to. Things will get better it just takes time.
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Hey kayrl!! I don\'t know if your family has insurance or anything like that but you could look up therapists in your area to talk to and I can assure you they will never tell ANYONE about anything you discuss with them... Just a thought.