AHHH today was NOT A GOOD DAY! idk what went wrong it started out good but now i just feel horrible! i was driving to take my friend home and on my way home i just keept driving and went out of town and was going 80 and wanted to crash. i thought things would get better but they just seem to be getting worse and i don't understand. it's just that my friends don't seem to have much time for me. we don't just sit and talk. there alway's going something or i'm depressed and so we don't do anything. i took my dog on a walk and started crying. i just want to cry all the time to just crawl in a hold and cry untill i can't cry any more! i hope the week goes better...monday shoudl bc i get out of school early!