kayrl

today was a good day as well.i'm really sore from yesterday's work out and it hurts to move my legs lol. i'm going with some friends to night to get some ice cream and hang out so that will be fun....

so today has gonne pretty good...so that's good! i worked out today after school so that felt really good...but now i hurt lol. we did 6 sets of 5 boxes like jumping on them and stuff, then we did...

well so i just had a panic attact. now i feel numb and it's kind of hard to write this but i need to. i just had a flash back on what happend to me and it made me sick and pissed off. my brother...

so my stomach really hurts and i don't know why. but all of a sudden i just feel the need to cry and i don't know why.(haha i ryhmed there) just feeling a lil down and my stomach hurts and i just...

so i got out of school early that was good!! lol and my mom took me down to the bar to have a pop and i can home and watched "a walk to remember." i love that movie! it's way good. so today has been...

well so i just got back a lil bit ago from eating supper with my dad and talking. we talked on the way there just about everything...from my day at school to out new fire station....and my ticket i...

so right now i just want to go out into our living room and talk with my dad about my letter and everything but i'm having a hard time getting myself out there and talking. i don't really know what...

this is just for kind of everyone.if any of you have yahoo messenger or msn you can add me on there and i'm alway's on there if i'm not on here.some people find it easer to talk on there then on here...

so today have been really lazy. but i kind of like being lazy. but for some reason i think i'm depressed and i don't knwo why. i hate when i do that. i just become depressed and i don't know why it...

this is to kind of add to the last one i just posted.i just want to talk to someone but i can't. i guess i'm one of thoes people that doesn't start a converstation saying i feel like crap and i need...

well right now i want nothing more then to go upstairs and cry and cut! so i prolly will just because i need to and want to. actually right now what i want more than anything is to be help by someone...

so i have good news and some bad news.the bad news is that i didn't talk to my dad. but there is tonight and tomorrow tho. the good news is that my mom got me a counselor at the backbone conseling...

ok so living in a house with two older brother who were nothing but perfect has made me feel that i need to be prefect. my brother did drugs and drank and were brought home by the cops almost every...

well so i have a lil problem lol. ok so we have larg group contest on may 5th for chorus and my friend told me about this thing where you go and dance all day and it help's prepare you for like...

so right now i feel sad, a lil depressed and i dont really know why. so i'm confused about it. about myself right now.