kayrl

srry i havent written in a while my computer is broken. umm last i cut my wrist, n leg......idk...had a panic attact

guy's idk about this inpatient care thing anymroe. i thought i wanted to go and i thought i had made my decision but now idk. i can't just leave basketball and all that i've put into it, that's not...

work was alot better! that girl wasn't back there tonight so was good!! the people i worked with were really nice and very helpful. they would help if i was behind on dishes or we got alot in or...

well work last night sucked @$$. my like boss or manage idk what she is but she came back and helped the cook and had me rolling hamburge up to be ready and so i was doing that and she had to do 2...

another ok day. well kind of the morning was a lil depressing and so was like the end lol. but other than that it was fine. just another day. still alive.well this morning we had a jv meeting. my...

well school was fine, just antoher day. i went horse back riding today :) aw that was wounderful! i love riding, i just feel so free and a part of something. now i'm not very good but i can atleast...

i hate life somtimes! :(

converstation between mason and i. it's pretty long just to let ya know.Mason says:kayla rose what do you want from meKAYLA SAYS:what do you mean?Mason says:mom said that you have a lot of shit going...

hey everyone, just got back from contest! well actually not really i actually just got back from work but i had to go striaght from contest to work but anyway's, contest went good we did really good....

well today is going good. i have large group contest for chorus, my buss leaves at 11"30 so i'm excited for that. last night i hung out with a couple of friends that was fun. then we went back to my...

well so i pissed off my mom once again, grrrrr! i cant do nothing right, i'm a screw up! i was in the computer room and started walking up stairs and my mom was like r u done in the computer room and...

just got off of work. that was ok, it's work, but i get money so i can't complain. but it sucked that i got off at almost 9:30 because now i'm up late doing my homework. actaully i could prolly get...

grr my mom is *bad word* gay. she just called and we have caller id and so i knew it was her and so i was just liek hmmmhhh....and she was just like what r u doing adn i said nothing and then she was...

is it ok to just curl up and die? that's what i want to do right now.i hate crying then my mom know's and will freak out and be all concerned and gosh i hate that!still want to curl up and die!

:( i don't know what's wrong with me right now. these last couple of day's i have been down but there's really been nothing to be down about. i have a couple of things here and there but nothing i...