Alone

Well looks like I alienated the only person who loved me.   Middle son had a tantrum yesterday and I confronted him about it.  No progress at all except I do everything for oldest son and his wife and nothing for him, over and over.   I have given up so much for him.  Including my relationship with my mother who couldn't stand him.  I have stood up for him over and over with a world that doesn't like him, but he still thinks I put others first all the time.  He came over today and didn't even say hi or hug me.   With the priest who brought some comfort and hope to my life announcing he is leaving in November today in church...life seems completely hopeless.