Pitiful

Got a msg from oldest son that my favorite milkshake was available again.  Was so excited that he thought of me.  
Found out he didn't send it, his wife did.   I was crushed.  Stupid.
Today he showed up to work on his car and I bugged him again about talking to me occasionally on facebook, text or something.  Told him I missed him.
Feel like I am nagging and begging and hate it.   SHouldn't have to do it.  And shouldn't do it.  If he really doesn't care about me at all I should just let go.
Now feeling guilty and sad and wondering if I drove him farther away.
 

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autumnleaves50
autumnleaves50

I think it\'s good you told him you miss him and asked him to message.he won\'t know how you feel unless you tell him.
Paulinaakk1
Paulinaakk1

Thank you.
muskrattiger
muskrattiger

I think ..it was good for him to here that from you ...and ..you needed to tell him ..the things you told him .......what he does with it ..is out of your control ..so ..you can\'t feel responcable .....because you are not .....take very good care of your self ..you don\'t need to be beating up your self ....do somthing good for your self .......God bless