positive attitude

I 'm keeping a positive attitude. i'm staying away from negative energy. No chanting and shit but a lot fo praying. I had a really messed up weekend and the last thing I need is more drama. My household seems to be OK. and I'm happy with that. the kids are being kids and the house is cleaned. I have a list of "igottas" to do but will not die if their not done now. My job is my job. Thank God I have a good paying job. It pays the bills and all the other shit. My boss eats too much sugar sometimes and goes on these rampages, and being "bipolar" I can meet her every demand. (mania helps)  Personal life is OK as well. I may need a lawyer 4 my case coming up but I think 4 $ sake i will go w/a  public defender. The case seems small and Dwight is not pressing charges the state instead. Drama yes Stress no. I'm not allowing myself to over think this. Positive vibes only. Secondly, I no dates & no sex. this is killing me. The next person is fuck is in for the time of his life. He may need a helmet.LOL. I feel like a sex fiend.  that's it for the day. My mood is calm.  I'm not sure if that's happy or sad.  I know that I'm tired and I just got here. I had too much wine last night and got to work late w/ a headache. So I need a nice easy day not too much drama. I want to speak slow & move slow.