birthday weekend

this weekend is my B-day weekend. My b-dayis Monday 27th and I want to do something different.  nothing happen maybe next weekend.  I did do alot of kid stuff bowling on friday,went dancing w/ my little sister and dinnerw/ kids on saturday. I had no real plans but this nothing is too much. although i want to do something I have no idea what i want to do.  Dorsey called me three times this weekend and I wanted him to say something. he didn't. I know that he "likes" me more than what he put on. Only time will tell.  My BF is no where to be found, she called me last night about going out, I text her w/ a no thanks. I was too tired for that and the rain didn't help.  My FBF didn't bother to call and say shit. this is to be expected. Fake Best Friend. My mood was/is not great. Just want time to think. It's getting late and I need to shower.trying not to fall back under depression mode.