SHIT

i feel like SHIT and I know why. I saw Dwight yesterda and he has the nerve to have some new BItch in his life. I'M MAD AS HELL. HOW DOES HE GET OFF HAVING A LIFE. HE'S AN ASSHOLE. HE DON'T HELP ME W/ MONEY HE DON'T SPEND TIME W/ HIS KIDS AND DON'T CARE IF HE THINKS THAT THEY R  NOT HIS. BUT HE HAS TIME FOR A BITCH. COME ON YO I'M TIRED I GOT BILLS ON MY HEAD, THE JOB ON MY BACK AND THE KIDS IN MY FACE. I CAN'T CRY . I DON'T HEAVE TIME CRYING IS FOR UNEMPLOYEED, NON PARENTS, AND RICH PEOPLE. IT TAKES TOO MUCH ENERGY. AND I'M ALLOWING THIS TO ENGULF MY THOUGHTS AS IS. FUCK HIM AND THAT BITCH!!!! I'M THE ONE THAT SHOULD HAVE IT EASY, NOT HIM,ME. IW ORKED AND TOOK CARE OF THE KIDS HOUSEHOLD AND BILLS WHILE WE WERE MARRIED. HE HAD TWO YEARS OFF FROM WORKING, I'VE BEEN WORKING SINCE I WAS 16YRS OLD AND HAS NOT STOPPED ONCE. i WAS THE MAN AND THE WOMAN AND HE WAS THE BITCH. aND WHAT 'S REALLY FUCKING W/ ME IS THAT HE WAS, WAS, WAS A GREAT DAD AND BECAUSE HE FOUND MY DIARIES. HE HAS BECOME AN ASSHOLE. I HATE HIM FOR THAT OR FUCK MAYBE I'M JEALOUS. i I LOVE MY KIDS ( ONCE MORE) I LOVE MY KIDS.  BUT HOW DOES HE GET OFF SCOTT FREE. NO I'M NOT IN JAIL  B-CUZ OF THEM BUT FUCK HE IS ENJOYING LIFE. NO RESPONSIBLITIES. NO MONEY , NO TIME SPENT W/ THEM. I HATE HIM FOR THE HURT HE BRINGS TO THEM AND TO ME.I'V BEEN THINKING ABOUT THIS ALL NIGHT AND THE BEGINNING OF MY DAY. IT'S TIRING ME OUT,  I'M NOT TAKING MY MEDS ANY MORE ,BUT I HAD AN ANIEXTY PILL TODAY.I'M AT WORK AND MY ATTITUDE SUCKS, I DON'T WANT TO BE  HERE, I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO NO ONE.  I WANT TO GO HAOME AND GET IN MY BED ( THE KIDS ARE AT SCHOOL) AND CRY.