Not in the mood

I'm not in the mood. And when i say that people run the other way. BUT I'M NOT IN THE MOOD. I don't feel like talking and don't want to listen if not needed. I want to be left alone. I think I woke up in a good mood but I'm not sure. I noticed that my mood was changing the closer I got to work. Maybe this is the Monday blues. But not like this, this intense. My emotions are at the top of my throat. I feel a scream or a shout or fit coming out. I feel nervous and anxious, jitters. I have not taken my meds in almost a month. And these maybe the side affects of the meds. I don't feel like I'm a danger to myself but I wouldn't stay alone.