Woe is Me!!!
I am mad as hell and I need to scream until I bleed!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am all over the place emotionally. I am tired, this thing called life is tiring. I am at my wits in with everything. I can not remember the last time I was happy for an entire week!!!! My unemployment is running out, I have no money and I can not seem to do anything to pass these two classes. I am a student, Phoenix online. And it sounds easy,but its harder because we have to login almost everyday and have weekly assignments. All of this plus have a family, and find a job!!!! I feel toren into pieces. And to boot, I think that my friend and family (sister) is tired of listening to the same old thing. I am tired of saying the same old thing. My life sucks ass. I need a job, I am 195lbs. I gained at least 50lbs being at home. I am depressed more than I am happy. This a pitiful way to live life. I feel like crying more than talking. I stay in bed more than I walk. I shower less than I should. I am depressed. And I need help, other than a PILL!!!!!! I need a happy, everything going to be alright, you are hired, I got a boyfriend who wants to marry me, even though I have herpes, my kids are well mannered,and I lost weight SHOT!!!! Put all of that in a needle and give me that shot!!!! I feel weighed down and tired!!!!!!