venting Pt II

Ihad a talk w/ my best friend and I did more tlking than listening. will she really understand or is she trying to pull me up B 4 i fall completely under. been there and don't want to go back. I had lunch alone and paid some much needed bills, past due. I read some replies and I still need a moment. thanks Boston 4 your support. thinking about this shit has turlly tired me out, i feel like i ran a 10K. i want to sleep until the weekend, but I have to work on sat. for OT. I notice that alot of people say do something 4 yourself and i do try but it's hard. I almost feel selfish. I need to make some goals.