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well my BF is back in town and I'm too happy. Some one to talk to. I want to make new friends but it's not worth it in the end. I had a "what if" epiosode yesterday on my drive to work and thought all kinds of crazy things. I love my BF so much it would crush me if something happen to her.  I have other friends and they don't compare to her and they left me in the wind this weekend. My SF is only my friend when her husband is not around.Any way I'm at work and glad I have a JOB,but the things that goes on here are too much to bare at once. My mood has definitly improved from yesterday. I don't know why and don't care. I know that knowing that she is back is a plus positive. I've stop taking Meds for almost a month now and know that the side affects will come. Please God not too much at once. I write on this site at work because it helps to free some of my Job stress as it comes. I also suggested this site to a friend( her son).Let this day be free of stress.