smokeygirl
Status: Planning my week and struggling with urges to go and gamble again - - - talking myself out of it, even as we speak... but tough...
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Well here we are again - Sat & Sun. Things are getting a lot easier. Certain things remind me of getting ready to go out and gamble - except I'm going out to other places. This morning I...
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Hi everyone,Today was a pretty good day - no real urges to do anything related to gambling.. I find when I'm not gambling I'm keeping more of a low profile, both in work and my personal life. I...
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Another day down - no gambling.. I just got back from going to church with my husband, so I am in a very thankful mood... Finding this site that is enabling me to control my gambling is just...
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Well, as you know today is the big party for Ruth's 90th - my friend's mother. I offered to get the cake made and customized to include a graphic of her apricot poodle, REDZ. The plan was to meet...
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Just checking in to the site tonight . . I've been thinking today about how when I don't gamble things seem more orderly in my life.. it just plain feels different. My mind is not as scattery and...
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Well, in two days my friend's mother, Ruth, will be 90!! Sometime during our friendship and I'm not sure how it happened, she became sort of a mother figure to me since my parents both died many...
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To the start of a brand new week! I happened to pick up a calendar stuffed in one of my kitchen drawers and it had some quotes. Here's a few that I liked: - Out of difficulties grow miracles. -...
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Well here we are - another Friday night; leading into my previous gambling days... (Sat, in particular)... old habits are being broken, but not forgotten. :] Things are going well GF - workwise,...
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Just a quick update - I'm still GF!! Spent this past weekend in AZ with some very good long-time friends and had a very nice time; though we talk about moving there, I'm not so sure I could take the...
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Well, I am about 2 1/2 hours away from being GF for one month... I cannot believe it has been that long. I have been at this point before at the beginning of 08, so I caution myself not to get too...
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25 days, but who's counting?? My husband finally got home; he's been gone most of the last few weeks, and tonight we had a nice dinner together. Enjoyable! The week was rough workwise - extremely...
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If I make it through tomorrow, it will be three weeks since I gambled... That will be exciting, but not counting my chickens yet :] I am going to try a jigsaw puzzle too, especially for the rest of...
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Today was a positive peaceful day....no urges, really. Read lots of posts and journals.. helpful. We're halfway through the weekend and that's GOOD - not to wish it away, of course but for me...
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Well, today was a rollercoaster......the beginning of the weekend is always difficult since I used to go to the casino on Saturday or Sunday... anyway, I found myself thinking and thinking about...
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