smokeygirl
Status: Planning my week and struggling with urges to go and gamble again - - - talking myself out of it, even as we speak... but tough...
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Prior to stopping, my life was frenetic between keeping up with everything - work, home, juggling $$, worrying about being dishonest with my husband, etc total stress!! I always craved just peace,...
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Skipped a few days due to computer problems - have been getting thrown off this site and was getting concerned, but today seems ok. On to the weekend - things moving along but feels like slow...
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Okay so I got the cast on yesterday ... the official long cast - was hoping for a short one, but based on type of break, I had to have the full one. Now, this will stay on for three weeks and then...
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Things still going well - never dreamed I could get to this point, but glad. It's been a rough week with the wrist - high stress, but didn't use the excuse to gamble. Recognize it for what it...
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Another day in the books - GF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Rough week - not related to gambling . I broke my left wrist Tues night and in a cast so have been doing all with right hand only... taking one day at a time ... learning to be creative in doing...
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I am happy to be staying away, though always a little pull in the back of my mind. Like many others, I still think about the adrenalin rush of winning, always loved playing the games, but of course...
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I know that posting here the way I do is pretty boring - in fact I'm pretty much going it alone for the most part but at least it has worked for me this time - trying something different has been...
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4 MONTH MARK TODAY!
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Tacking on another day. Get to rehearse tonight for the dance show, so that should be fun. Work is a nightmare, but I'm holding on - - in the past, the stress would have been a perfect...
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No new revelations but- - a great day - - -GF. Looking forward to a busy week. Enjoying my dance classes and will actually be in a performance soon, so lots of rehearsals.. it's been a very...
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Checking in and staying OUT of the casinos! Having a great day so far - lots of reflection on my life since it has changed in so many ways... in the meantime just enjoying the things I have to do...
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No breaking news - missed a day of journaling, so jumped up two days to 116. It's the weekend and of course I always still think about going to the casino, but the further along I go, the more I...
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Progressing along the journey . . . I know I will look back at these entries someday and say - didn't I have more to say than that? :] :]Have a good one,Smokeygirl
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My life/relationships are constantly changing now - or maybe I'm just noticing more, being more focused on my life - without the thoughts of gambling and all that goes with it cluttering up my...
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