smokeygirl
Status: Planning my week and struggling with urges to go and gamble again - - - talking myself out of it, even as we speak... but tough...
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For some reason lately, friends that I have had for many years but may not have seen too recently have contacted me to get together and catch up. Three people in particular - - - and it has been...
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Back amongst the living this morning - I will take one step at a time- will survive this craziness!
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Unfortunately, I have to accept reality - reality is that I can't gamble in a controlled way - - - - this is just one of those things I have to TOTALLY STAY AWAY FROM and I know that logically; I...
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Doing very badly - decided I would go to a GA meeting again. I know what's right and what I'm supposed to be doing but this monster takes over. The only way I can conquer it is with some help;...
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I am so "over it" as the younger generation says..:] I'm doing fine today; it was a short period of time when I truly felt I would do some damage. Writing in my journal did help and...
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I can't belive it, but I have real bad urges to go to the casino right now and I'm hoping that time will help me get over them. I haven't done anything yet, but I am ever so tempted. I can...
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Hi,I got a different computer now and the pictures uploaded of my husband and my animal family, but the one I was trying to send of me & Paul wouldn't work because it's not the jpg. Anyway, I will...
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Just checking in - lately I've really been enjoying things - life does seem very different to me now - there are so many fun things to do and I'm actually happy to be staying away. Tonight I had an...
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Just checking in - it's always great to see what everyone has been up to. I jumped back on track, staying GF since the last time and I'm back in the right mode again to continue staying away from...
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Okay, so here's the story. Not excuses, just the facts - Things kind of built up for me last week - - - my husband's situation, moving at work, his chronic health issues, not knowing what the...
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No Breaking news here - have stayed away since Jan 1 - almost 4 months! I have made some substitutions in my behavior, like getting together with friends for cat shows, dinners, golf. Also doing...
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Hi,I hope everyone is doing well - I'm feeling good having gotten through the urges this past weekend. A-okay. Came through unscathed...Hugs to all,Smokeygirl
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Hi everyone,I've been doing pretty well, keeping up a good routine and staying busy. Howevr, today after talking to a friend who wants to go to the casino this weekend, I find myself very tempted ....
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Hi,It's Saturday and somehow I made it through with my husband leaving on Thursday and not coming back until tomorrow night..... I realize what a trigger that always was for me and how it can happen...
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Just wanted to post today; it's amazing how different one day sometimes feels from the next. Today I feel kind of on edge and restless. I don't like the feeling . . yesterday I was positive and...
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