smokeygirl
Status: Planning my week and struggling with urges to go and gamble again - - - talking myself out of it, even as we speak... but tough...
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I feel like I don't have control of this crazy addiction; it's so frustrating I just want to be RID of it. I know the only way to stop is just to STOP. Never thought it would be so difficult. ...
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I have had a rough time lately; I know what I need to do but for some reason I am resisting doing it.... yet this addiction - when it has you in its control, is so connected to our self esteem.. It's...
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Well, it has been a long time since I've been on DS and right now I thought I'd put an Avitar on instead of my kitties - just for a change - - -and a new start!I've been on a roller coaster ride in...
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Well it's been ONE WEEK already - only 51 more to make it through the year GF. :] BUTOne day at a time -feeling a lot better and more in control. Hope everyone has a wonderful weekend!...
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Well it's been two days - gamble free - yay! One day at a time - I can do it one day at a time -- not thinking too far ahead. . . just for one day . . .
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Well, I had a relapse today and feel very bad about it right now. I had done so well with staying away at the beginning, actually for quite a few months at a time. . . Somehow, like I have heard...
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Hi,Just wanted to touch base with all of my friends on DS! It has been a while since I've kept up my journaling. I REALLY need to be in here more often :] Since I've written last we've been on...
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Well I'm back to feeling better about myself again - it has been a rocky road with gambling, but I'm doing well. I'm finding other hobbies and activities to occupy my time on the weekends and it has...
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I'm feeling optimistic again that I can beat this! It's been one week and a day and boy, the difference I feel already is positive. Several fun opportunities have come up for me this week and the...
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Feel stronger now . . .can commit again to take things one day at a time - I know that works. Hope everyone is well,Smokeygirl
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I'm starting over again today, actually my 2nd day - and I feel good. I'm ready to get back on the wagon again and keep trying day by day. Hope everyone is doing well,Smokeygirl
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I had been doing so well staying GF for a long time, but recently I had a relapse which led into two other times . . . though they weren't horrible monetarily and certainly not anywhere near what...
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Things are pretty good - very busy at work and home as well. However, if my husband was a girl I would call him a Negative Nelly right now. Struggling to keep him positive and I don't think I am...
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Hi to everyone,I haven't been journaling very much but need to! It's been almost 7 weeks since my husband's surgery and though he is doing pretty well, he's still not where he wants to be! So...
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I can't believe I haven't posted in my journal since January 4!!! Pretty bad, but I will start again. My husband is recovering well now from his surgery.. the recovery period had a lot of ups and...
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